this is the story of patience

on the road home from tucson oh to travel, verb, its wonderful on the road. thank you jack kerouac. i wanted to spend the night in my car on the side of the road. i wanted to camp and be a true traveling bum but none of that was really happening. i was dreaming of mexico, thanks jack, drug wars and being alone stopped me. i was feeling adventurous at the time and camping sounded top notch. n e ways, i was driving around the grand canyon area and stopped for the night. just slept in my car on the side of the road. the sun was down, the stars were out, i was feeling well.
later, around four, the moon was out, and i was bored. so i listened to some music for a while, layed in my car and thought. eventually i got out my guitar and sat in the middle of the road, sorrouned by silence, darkness, and i sang out loud loud. all of the animals and stars listened, the moon enjoied too. i made a little concert. i was going a bit insane alone but it was fun.
i was back in my car and waiting patiently for the sun to come up. i wanted to see it rise. i wanted to see what was around me. i wanted to see the red sun glow on the red rocks of the canyon. then it came! the sky glowed a blue. soon soon it will be here. and hope filled my little soul. i was soooooo happy. i never wait for much and this taught me that patience is important. good things come to those who wait. it was a cold desert night and as i danced up and down this bridge i found and out in the air i was warmed more and more. the sun was bring such goodness to me, the secrets were revealed that the night was hiding. i could see a river in the canyon, i could see it moving. i could see mountains unvealed then cliffs and rocks and birds and everything was coming to life. it was making me alive and making me happy.
patience i was leaning, thanks to kara as well, she teaches me well. i will try to not be hasty.
and the life i was enjoying, waiting and watching the sun rise was wonderful for my health.

airy zone ah

why hello there. i took a trip. i thought you might like some pictures. one fun thing was these strange natures. to be out in the warmth. coming from snowy mountains just days before. indeed a trip.

day by day

willard says to enjoy each day. take life day by day. plan for the future of course. but dont let the life pass you by! ive always wanted to live like this. its always been on my life philosophy but sometimes i get a bit mixed up and worry worry tooo much. like a few saturdays ago. i was really bad bad. but im better now. and im trying to celebrate the life. i have and need help from my good friends. im tired of being a lone so much. so tired. but even that i need to be patient. wait for my friends to come home. be patient. oh my what a wonderful thing! patient. ill tell you a good story about that later. now for some pictures... what do we have?


ok ok ok ok jump for joy becaosue of bee eff effs. we get milk shakes. lots of peanut butter mint and cookie dough. lots of every thing. this was a very fun day of thrift and enjoy ment. lots of pictures were taken as well. and i do love pictures. i love waterfalls and abandoned mines and nature and friends that are fun. thats what this day was full of. and bar bee q, with lots of drews. love it.


im currently valuing friends highly at the moment. people are wonderful to spend time on. sorry the words are coming a bit strangely at the moment. i have to end this one and start over.

splintering wood like a knight with a lance

i used a saw! it was a lot of fun. 

this is my little lumberjack. i bet he had pancakes this morning.

i plan to make the girl as well.

he is chopping wood to keep them warm

such great colours!

great job. wonderful!

so cuuUUUteh

i play my guitar moar and moar

yesterday i meditated

i levitated 

i want a scooter!

i was shopping jobs in asia today

and scooters all around the places of merica

my friends scoot doesnt work

sad news

sorry

great news!

i did wonderful on a test

i was so excited that i jumped in my chair

it looked silly i bet

then i got pink

and water to drink

rink.

im trying

this is true love and great hights

this is a painting i made for class

i really really like it 

it reminds me of you

im famous

hi look im a famous artist

i havnt died yet

but im in the school newspaper!

how exciting

these are my art friends. 

we are pretty cool.

this is tori, we loves macs. and so do i.

good job. great!

waiting takes forever

paint paint paint all week week week. maybe i will show you what im painting for classes someday. but for now i will show you some jolly cozy friends. i want a beard so bad. i want a cabin in the woods with a wood burning stove. i may have mentioned this fantasy once before but it keeps coming back to me. this one poured out. a cute little couple. i love their colours. i was designing some little statues, wondering if i should paint the statues like the pictures. what do you think? 

i think i will move to england and shop at the organic food store every day. then cook some tasty food and ride bikes.

i think i will go on a scandinavian tour. iceland to norway to denmark to sweden. tasting all of the delicious events and savory meats these countries have to offer. im not a fan of seal but i wouldnt mind trying it again. i am a fan of caviar, reindeer and whale. especially the reindeer. there

 were so many meals of comfort with that wonderful beast inside. its magical. 

i think i will move to utah and teach guitar. 

i want a scooter. they are absolutely magical. there is no doubt about that. i have never been happier than when i was on a scooter.

what do you think?

waiting takes forever